its a new chapter...again

assalamualaikum wbt...

1st of all....eid mubarak to all my beloved family n frens...

ramadhan had left us with all d barakah it brought in it along the precious month...

alhamdulillah..my ramadhan this year is being together with family members..not like last year..and i'm grateful with the oppurtunity given..

because..

for me..

when there is still time..

there is still space n there is still opportunity to be with my family..

insyaAllah i will try my best to accompany them..especially mak n abah..

i know how much they love me *wink*

syawal came by....pushed aside the ramdhan with it joyful celebration and family gathering..which is still...grateful to Allah..for me giving me again the opportunity to be with them...

asking for their forgiveness for my mountains of sins...toward them..mak n abah..

kissing their hands n feeling the tenderness of their cheeks..

being with siblings in a day which we didnt took any single fight..

and visiting my abg nan....with yassin and duah for the visit..*because he is now nearer to his creator =')*

and after 2 months of holiday in my beloved Msia...i am now back in Dvg..

with again...quite a sad beginning...

begin again in a new chapter..but the chapter of having to see again the same books and references..

the chapter for repeaters... =((

well..its a lie if i said..i am ok...and i am all the way accepting everything with open heart ..as

i did cried...a lot!

the night after i found out the outcome of my hardwork *or maybe not hard enough* is nothing to bring me to the next level in this chapter of medication...

i am way bit left out from them...mu frens who seem to be luckier n maybe had worked harder bringing their steps into the 3rd phase..

yeay them..and booo me...

but as a muslim...i know..its qada' n qadar from the almighty..

He knows what is best for me...

and so..i accept it now...with really an open heart..

and again...with a new hope

so that Allah will bless my battle this time...amin...

insyaAllah =D