crush????

is it true...love is a pit stop??
i don't know..
maybe because i'm still looking for the true love from a man which can make me feel safe and secure..eventough i know there is no greater love in this world other than love from Allah for all mankind..
sometime i'm thinking..it may not be the right time yet..

okey, frankly..love is not a chapter of my life yet.. ( specifically: love a man)
maybe i havent find him yet..
he might juz hiding all this long..
maybe Allah is giving me HIS love..more than i ever needed..

is it still a pitstop?
i have no answer for that..maybe it is..for those who take love for granted..
but as for me..love is nothing but...PRICELESS, CLUELESS , full of SURPRISES..

Accepting n being accepted..

sunday india is not ahad msia

what is common??....late from bed =))

differ???

• no favourite show to be watched ( obviously )
• no fun with lunch
  
• no leisure ( no way having to go elsewhere from books!)
• no shopping...( not necessary...but no place to shop as well =_=)
• no looooooooooooooooooong chatting

p/s: starts to miss my home! home sweet home...

tulang oh tulang..

dlu....kompem jerit klau nmpk tulg real mnusia...
sekarang...wjib ade!! klau x, bru kne jerit...huhu

i purchased it juz now....2.5k rupee...not cheap tau! abes jugak duit smpnn ku...huhu tp demi ilmu...belasah jela..
tp yg xbeznye...tung karat aku dpt!!!
adoiyai....cbe la bg yg putih kesucian sket.....bahagia la aku nk menelaah mereke tu....

p/s: hrp2 cloroz bleh mnjlnkn tugas dgn baek!!!

syawal yg istimewa..................

bkn sbb ni sywal yg plg bez..tp sbb syawal ni la pling meruntun ati....

ingtkn pg2 rye ( waktu msia ni ) aku akan stay tough bercakap slmt hari rya dgn girangnye dkt mak dgn abah aku...bervideo kol dgn hepinye.....

tp pg2 lg..blom bukak laptop lg..mate dh bergenang dah..
bnyk btol sumber air kt mte ni...
laju je gatal menolak2 nk klua...

bru aku tau erti rye tanpe famili..
kawan2 mmg bermakne bile kt perantauan ni..
tp famili ttp comes 1st..

kalau kat rumah xrse sgt..
mesti aku hanye bez dpt melaram dgn bju bru & bg duit rye kt budak2 yg dtg (wlupown bkn duet aku yg kuar )..
eager nk mkn sume mskn yg mak aku masak..
lontong...ketupat..rendang...nasi impit..kuah kcg.. ( air mate bergenang lg )
g solat sunat aidilfitri dgn mak..
brye dgn mak dan abah..
pastu lepak2 tgk tv..
aktvtnye lps tu menikmati je sume kesedapan yg mak aku buat..
mmg xleh deny.. air tgn mak d best!
sepuluh tgn lain gnti pown xkn boleh sme... ( even resipi rendg nk msk kt india ni pown sume org lain2 )
xdela aku sedih ke ape... celbr8 kt umah kwn..
tp air mte kt msia mhl...
ssh nk tumpah..
sombong sket nk mngalir klua..

kat cni...murah sgt rsenye..
sng sgt je mngalir..
ble teringat mak abah ngn anak buah aku..
n abg2 yg mmg aku syg wlu mcm mne aku pnah meluat ngn dorg kdg2..

~aidilfitri yg sedih..xkn bermakne tanpe famili~

salam aidilfitri....maaf zahir batin <3

hari ini hari rabu

esok dah khamis...aku xtau nk korek mne scapula!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anybody??? pinjamkn scapula kt aku...huhuhu ( klau la boleh tnye mcm tu kn....)

luse.....jumaat!!!!!!!!

selamat hari rye......
thn ni xrye kt rumah..
xrye kt kg..
xrye kt msia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhu..
xtau la ape perasaan nnt.....

hrp2 aku tegar....

all of d first..

aku dah kat india...
xsangke...a-level yg aku xsgke langsung dpt lepas..alhamdulillah..
kat sini macam2 yang aku nampak..aku belajar..
dalam tempoh xsampai 2 minggu

macam yang menjadi my first kat sini :
1. kat negara orang
2. pijak kaki kat india
3. raya wihout family... =(
4. menjadi student medik
5. tengok cadaver life dpn mata... ( sejuk tgn nk masuk dissection hall..)
6. belajar dgn rkyt negara lain yg sgtla rmainya
7. memanage duit sndiri dgn bnyknye...( tkot ni! potensi boros mmg tggi...hehe )
8. raya xmkn masakn yg mak masak..( sedey lg...sobs...)
9. naik auto ( sejenis kenderaan yg kecik dan bumbung kaler kuning kat india...ala..mcm cte hindustan tu...)
10. melihat baby jungle ( nme timangan utk babi hutan ..) berlari2 dgn bebasnye di merate2 tmpt seperti kucing2 di Malaysia.. =_=
11. naik flight international =))



hmm..tu je ke?....rse mcm bnyk...
12. lpe....beli baju kurta dgn det sndiri.. hehe ( sejenis pembaziran..)
13. belajar subjek2 bernama anatomy , physiology n biochemistry....( org gile je ckp senang!!! )



tu jela kot yg terlintas kat otak setakat ni...

pape pown...dah ade kat tmpt org ni.. baru la tau bersyukur jadi anak Malaysia...
Malaysia ..aku rindu kamu.. dan warga2 di dlmnya...

no time!

soriblog..i have a lot to tell..a lot to write..a lot of things happened..but i barely have time to put it all in words to be kept in u..my blog..maybe when i have time..to be wasted..i'll keep up with u..huhu sori!